Just had a cup of coffee...and not sleepy at all now...

 

It has nothing to do with coffee... just don't feel like sleeping now...maybe tomorrow, will just ask a day off...

 

Looking out the window, there's only light from the roadlamp, it's orange, very common...but it's with fantastic feeling at this very moment, with windows, with my flower, with the curtain...it's a terrific picture that definitely shall impress you very much. When we first came here, there's nothing in this room, but gradually  it becomes cozier and cozier...i used to imagine that out of the window it's sea, blue see, with white cloud above it, with my white flower in the middle of this picture...i will be very excited when i think about this...

 

Well, i don't know what i am talking about now, it's just something that i would like to write down...

 

Well, i have to say just now i realized how lazy i am, really, extremely lazy....

i know i am not happy at all with my current job, but i still stick on it, coz job-hunting is truely a toilsome task...

i know i really wanna take a rest, but i can't, coz i don't want to go anywhere....except home....

i know we both feel terrible with each other, but we hold on, coz there's something that doesn't come easily...

 

Probably, this laziness can be replaced with lack of courage...yep...it is...